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Tuesday, 22 January 2013

Students are getting bullied under the GUC Administration Noses!!!


The following article was written in the GUC insider, all copyrights reserved to GUC insider 2013 , Posted on 21. Jan, 2013 by  and  in News under the headline 

GUC student bullied and attacked on campus for having a piercing


"Mohanad Kojak, a 28- Applied Arts freshman, was verbally and physically abused on campus earlier today by a group of seven engineering students for having a piercing around his ears.
Mohanad spoke to us about what happened in detail, describing how he insisted on not taking the matter on his own hand, but rather report it officially to the head of security at GUC. Furthermore, conveying a message by holding a banner alone in the middle of the platform area.
Sitting in the platform area, one guy asks him about what it is at his ears. When he said it was a piercing, one of them replied by asking where he got it.
“I want to make one too in my [private parts]” the guy said. “I told him to do whatever he wanted,” Mohanad replied, when one of the guy’s friends turned mad and started using an aggressive tone, asking him if he was from Egypt.
“I told him it’s none of his business,” then a big guy pushed the table at him while another one approached and slapped him on the face “with all his might”, as Mohanad describes, “the others just laughed at me.”
He went on that he could have called his brother and cousin and gathered people to beat them up but felt it’s more appropriate if he sought his rights in an official way. So he headed to Brigadier Aboul Enein’s office, the head of GUC security, and told him the story.
Two guards were sent back with him to bring in the three guys; the one who verbally abused him, the one who pushed the table at him and the one who slapped him.
“Typically, they claimed they haven’t done anything,” he added.
“After that I made a banner and wrote on it ‘I am free and I wish people would mind their own business,’ and held it at the platform area. Many kept on mocking me as they go. One of them even told me that I should be a man and go beat them up,” Mohanad went on.
At around 5pm, he was asked for at Aboul Enein’s office, where he was told of their desire to apologise. Mohanad refused their apologies and said “I’m sorry but I was insulted and humiliated in front of everyone and no one stood up for me. Please don’t make me regret dealing with this the decent way by coming to you.” Aboul Enein replied that he already made an official report on the incident.
Mohanad went on: “I believe I did the right thing by filing that report, however, I don’t think an apology is enough for me. I don’t understand why the head of security was pushing me towards accepting their apology and to let it go. I rather hoped I would find him more helpful in applying what the university policy dictates in such situations.”
Mohanad Kojak admitted that he experiences some ridicule every now and then from different people, but not in such an extreme level.
When asked about what he wished would have happened, he said: “This took place at 1pm when the platform area was crowded with students. There were witnesses everywhere, but none stood up to defend me.”
He assures that his attitude when he sees people he doesn’t know being abused on the street is to try intervening in a good way. “But in my case the audience was apparently enjoying the show.” He concluded."
My Point of view on this issue 
As a GUC Alumni I feel shame for this incident and the way I see it that the administration has two sides and needs to choose one, if they went with the bullies from engineering, we will stop having speech and appearance freedom in the university; then harassment can accrue to anybody who is different than the majority, be it a guy with a piercing, a girl wearing a niqab, a girl with a tattoo or a guy with a beard!
or we can take the side of the bullied student Mohanad Kojak and that will endure that concept of freedom and will assure that GUC is against bullying, verbal and physically abusing and is an educational institute that treats all students and staff equally not based on any reference! this kind of action can make the students enrolled in the university feel safe, I am sorry to say that but truth is we don't feel safe in the streets, anybody can be bullied for the same reason Mohanad was bullied for a difference in the appearance, If parents feel that their children are as unsafe in the university campus as they are in the streets, why bother enrolling them into the university, is it a question of education, well the education environment is a core competency to the education edge GUC is offering; according to Maslow's hierarchicy of human needs, safety comes as 2nd right after physical survival needs! 
Belonging and Esteem which are two feelings that are deleted by bullying, both come before self-actualization, I can fairly conclude that if students don't feel safe and belonging to the university, they won't have self esteem and they will fail in achieving their potential, So Note to Parents!! If the Administration doesn't take an action towards this and bullying starts to be a trend in the university, your child's chances in achieving will decrease!!


These bullies need to learn that this kind of behavior isn't personal freedom and their parents need to understand that they have submitted their children in a respectable university that supports education and personal freedom!
The administration needs to include clear rules about bulling in the official GUC policies highlighting the penalties that can meet any student who participates in any bullying activity!!!
Personally If I didn't have important work meetings on the day of the stand, I would have participated in the stand and demanded penalties against the bullying -I am sorry to name them- student and demanded an official apology for the Student and indemnification from the University!! 
The thing is that human beings has worked on making evolution in technology and 

revolutionized everything around us for ways to make our lives as beings much easier, 

comparing humanity evolution to that, you'll find that we haven't worked on violence, insults, 

harassment, etc.. and many issues, so basically for anybody who is talking about education 

level, simply it's a reflection of real life, we have worked on ways to make our lives easier and 

more sophisticated when we didn't work on ourselves to be more sophisticated and to 

deserve this life!

Thursday, 20 December 2012

الاشتراكية العصرية "بوست ساخر"


هبقي اشتراكية و انا في جامعة يدفع فيها أهلي في السنة الدراسية اكتر من مصاريف اسرة كاملة في سنة, هركب عربية أبويا دافع فيها ما يأكل حارة كاملة لمدة شهر, أتويت ضد الرأس مالية من الأي باد بتاعي و أنا بشرب أزازة البيرة الستلا و علشان بجد نكون مؤمنين بالقضية هنشتري كل كتب الاشتراكية من أمازون و هيوصلولي علي بيتي في مصر الجديدة و الشغالة هتستلمهم و تدي شركة الشحن تمنهم اللي ممكن يجيب لعيالها لبس العيد ده و الجاي, هاجيب سويت شرت جاب و ألبسه بتمن مرتب موظف الحكومة في شهر بس مش هنسي أحط علية الكوفية الفلسطينية و كلمة يا رفيق

و اللي غلي راسه باطحة I hope I am doing it right, no offense to anybody

Saturday, 26 May 2012

خواطر #عبث


بعد كل إللي حصل نزلت الشارع أتمشي لوحدي !
ودونت خواطري !

 حد يتضايق لما بيمشي في الشارع ميلقاش ولا عربية من صنع بلده ؟
حد بيزعل لما بيلاقي أكوام زبالة في الطريق ؟
حد بيقرف من منظر الرصيف المتكسر أو الشارع المش متسفلت ؟
حد من البنات بتخنق لم تطاطي راسها لم حد يتحرش بيها ؟
حد بينفره منظر "البودي الكرينة" على "الجينز المحزق" على "الطرحة الاظبنيش" و "المكياج" بتاع بنت اسمها "محجبة"؟
حد بيعرف يعد على الرصيف لوحدو من غير ما يتعرض لكلام وتريقة وعربيات تقف وإحتمال بوليس ييجي يلمه؟
حد بيعرف يركب عجلة في الشارع من غير ما يتبهدل و العجلة تتبهدل؟
حد بيصعب عليه المنتقبات في الحر ؟
حد نفس يلاقي بنات لابسة حلو و شكلها حلو من غير ما يتعاكسو ؟
حد من البنات نفسها تلبس شورت ؟
حد من البنات بتعرف تشرب سجارة في الشارع من غير ما يقفلها عربية ؟
حد مخنوق ؟
حد عاوز يعيط؟
أنا لوحدي ؟
ماشي !


Friday, 30 December 2011

أسماء : البعد الأخر

أول مرة أعيط بجد في فيلم عربي 
 بعد مشاهدة الفيلم أخيراً , قررت اني لازم أكتب تاني عنه بالرغم ان دي ممكن تكون مقاله مش مترتبة بس مقالة أنا محتاجة أكتبها لفيلم ببساطة عظيم . أولاً نوع  مختلف علي السينما المصرية الحالية  , الفيلم اللي بيناقش مشكلة مجتمع بأكمله من خلال حالة واحدة . عمرو سلامة يسترجع أيام عاطف الطيب في فيلم ضد الحكومة , أكيد مع الأختلاف أكيد لأن عمرو  بوهيمي أكتر في طريقة تصوير الفيلم و مودرن أكتر في طريقة تفكيره 
كلمة أيدز دي كفاية في مجتمع زي  المجتمع المصري , انها تثبت أنه جريء 
أولاً الفيلم واقعي للغاية . الطبقة اللي أسماء منها اللي هما عمال النظافة اللي عايشين في أماكن عشوائية و بيركبو الأتوبيس كل يوم , هي الأغلبية المصرية , اللي معظمهم جايين من الأقاليم يلقطو رزقهم . الفيلم بيعرض حالة الطبقة دي , ازاي الجار الراجل أو صاحب البيت ممكن يتدخل في مواعيد بنت الساكنة اللي هي أصلاً في ثانوي و محجبة , أزاي الست البسيطة اللي عندها 45 سنة كل أملها في العالم أنها تجوز بنتها و تستَرها . 
  الجدير بالزكر إن هند طالعة من غير ميك أب وكانت حامل في أثناء تصوير الفيلم بالتالي وزنها زايد حبة ولابسة جوانتي وخمار
 اتعودنا على الممثلات العرب يكونو حاطين ميك أب حتى بعد مشهاد الولادة والمطرة الموضوع ده إدها مصداقية يعني مفيش زيها حتى طريقة كلامها 


المشهد العجيب بتاع المطار لما كانت واخدة مسافرة من أيدها رايحة تحج و متأخرة علي الطيارة و كانو بيجرو , مش عارفة لية بس أنا أول مرة أكون مبتسمة و بعيط . أزاي الست دي بسيطة و طيبة كدة مع أن المسافرة دي متعرفهاش بس بتعمل كدة معاها , بالرغم أن المسافرة دي لو عرفت اللي عند أسماء ممكن تلعنها في كل سما .
و لأن أسماء عايشة لغيرها .. التعادل في الشخصيات خلي ماجد الكدواني الشخص المادي الرأس مالي المثالي 
مذيع مشهور عنده برنامج مصر كلها بتتفرج علية زي عمرو أديب كدة صوته عالي بيخبط في الناس و بروباجندة للشهرة .. " كلنا علينا أقساط يا برنس " بتوضح أنه ممكن يتلون علي أي لون لو ده هيصرف علي بيته و مستلزمات بيته الفارهه ...
الاعلامي المستفذ .حاجة أسماء للفلوس عشان المرارة اللي الدكاترة مش راضيين يعالجوهالها عشان عنده الايدز بتعرضها أنها تقبل العرض بتاع معدة برنامج ماجد الكدواني , المعدة بتزور ال support group عشان عايزة حد يطلع في البرنامج بوشه 
السؤال لأخر الفيلم هي هتطلع بوشها ولا لاء . خاصاً أن محدش يعرف عن الفيروس غير ال support group و أبوها .. أنا مش عارفة أسم الممثل ده للأسف بس دي أحسن علاقة أب ببنته شفتها في فيلم عربي .. من أول ما كانت فلاحة صغيرة متمردة علي التقاليد و بتبيع سجاد ... لحد مابقيت ست في ورطة و هو الوحيد اللي عارف اللي هي فيه و هو الوحيد اللي عارف السر اللي هي أؤتمنت عليه .. أزاي جالها الفيروس ؟ 
في حاجات مش عارفة أكتبها كتير عشان مش عاوزة أحرق الفيلم بس عجبني أوي أنتقاد الدكتور " اللي مش بيسلم علي الستات " لكن هيسلم عليها عشان لابسة جوانتي .. و بالرغم من هذا لازم يعرف الفيروس جالها أزاي عشان يعالجها .. رافضة تكدب علي المجتمع كله بالتالي المجتمع رافضها .. الفيلم مش بيتكلم عن واحدة عندا الأيدز بس  الفيلم بيحكي أن أي حد في مجتمعنا مختلف و مش كداب هيترفض و يتلعن و يتحط علية مليون label and stereotype 
 احنا زائين بعض 100 سنة ورا، أيوا مفيش حاجة اسمها الناس والكلام ده مفيش حاجة اسمها خايف من الناس أو الناس زئإني ورا ، أنا ناس وإنت ناس وهي ناس وكلنا ناس احنا خايفين من نفسنا زي أسماء مجرد انها مختلفة خايفة حتى من بنتها وفالأخر الخوف بيزول عشان بتبطل تخاف من نفسها .. انت مش بتتعاطف مع أسماء أنت بتحس أنك أنت أسماء , كل واحد فينا عنده سر أو مشكلة أو اختلاف خايف يقولو للناس حتي لو مسبب مشاكل مهما كانت طبقتك أنت خايف علي سمعتك .. كلنا زي بعض كلنا مختلفين .. كلنا أسماء حسني 
أنزلو من بيوتكم و روحو شوفو الفيلم بجد هيفرق معاكم 

تحريراً في
القاهرة 30 ديسمبر الساعة قربت تبقي 5 بعد الضهر 

Sunday, 11 December 2011


The basic philosophy, spirit and drive of an organization have far
more to do with its relative achievement than do technology or economic
resources, organizational structure, innovation and timing.


-Thomas J. Watson




with the background of : Wala3t Keteer - Salma 
you should listen too 

Monday, 20 June 2011

#EndSH day

This is my expeirence with sexual harassament - i am only posting the unique ones - i get harassad daily

a couple of days ago - i pulled over an all nighter my hair is in a bun and i am wearing baggy clothes because of my exams the bus drives me to my street and i have to walk a distance across the street a really nice volks wagen driving and i noticed the driver is slowing down , he is an old dude late 40's or early 50's and i live beside a school so probably he's picking up his kids or something he compeletly stops just to tell me how good my boobs look in a comepletly insulting way , what i did ? nothing i was shocked that he is old enough to be my father and still is doing so . i wished i was strong enough to pick up something from the street and flat his tire or bust his windows, however i didn't.

a year ago i was in a public bus and a guy who was standing beside me kept discribing to me what would he do to me if i slept with him i was looking away and i cried the peopel heard what he was saying and the only thing another guy said was lower your voice maybe the driver will hear you - i looked at him and i thought if i screamed or anthing he will call me crazy and i have no money to go down from the bus also no one will do anything to him  plus he is stronger than me maybe he will beat me or touch me . oh god forbid the idea that this creep will touch me . i wished i had a spary to apply it to him when i am leaving, however i didn't.

about a year and a half ago i was in mekkah with my dad and his wife doing umrah. in umrah i didn't wear black abbayah like the rest i wore an esdal with removeable head cover and i applied a pandana on my head. i also wore leg warmer so my legs won't show. i went alone to fill a bottle with zamzam water when i guy came beside me and started  talking to me . i didn't talk back when he asked me where are you from
and i was like i am from egypt so he got friendly as if egypt is a hot ticket for him. he tried to touch me and asked me when is he going to see me again so we can be alone. i turned around and said my dad is here and if he heard you; you'll go to jail today. honestly i scared they would say it's because you're not wearing black like everybody else or because your neck is apearing or because you talked to him. i wish i was brave enough to scream and gather people or i had faith in people's minds,however i didn't.


2 years ago i was walking in ta7reer street in dokki from oprah . i had a date with my boyfriend back then. while i was walking calmly and i did nothing to anyone i was dressed ordinary. when a man who was walking across me slowed down and unzipped his pants he decided to show me his dick . i was shocked that he would do that in the middle of the day in the middle of the street . i speed walked so i can see less of him . when i meet my boyfriend; he noticed i was shocked and sad he kept asking what's wrong with me when i told him he got mad so he asked me why didn't you call me. okay let's say i called him . he would have never made it on time and the guy is not going to wait for him also when the guy sees someone with me he will zip up his pants. i wish i had my boyfriend with me or i had an electric shock so i can paralyize the guy's dick with it, however i didn't.

4 years ago i used to live in haram. in our street there was an institue and my uncle used to live in front of it so i used to feel afe because everytime i pass my cousins will be there and nothing bad will happen to me because they will help me. however there was this day where my cousins were not there and a i was walking in the middle of the day when around 5 guy surronded me and started laughing and telling me to come with them and threatning me. i looked at the ground and thought to myself that i will die today in the middle of the street in front of everybody i was so scared they 5, they are stronger than me and no one will ever help me. this time a brave secuirty gard came and beat them with his stick and he walked me home. i wish i was strong enough or i had something that i beat them with, however i didn't.

I wish i did everytime i didn't.

a girl starts to expirence sexual harrasment as soon as she grow a pair of boobs. i can go on and on about the metro harassament where you can't tell them anything cause they would talk back and you're never as rude as them . i also can go on and on about police men who harasse you when going to your home late or even in the middle of the day. i can go on and on about downtown vendors and about any pig who harasse you or shuts up when he sees you harassed. however instead i will ask to stop objectfying women. even my mom a 49 year old woman is being harassad in the street.

Written while listening to : Aziz Maraka - Ma bagolek Assef
You should listen too : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxaUs2i0ANo

Cairo, June 20th 2011 #EndSH day
07:02 PM

Saturday, 11 June 2011

Twitter and Google Chrome in 1941

أنك سوف تلاحظ الفرق في حياتك عند استخدامك لتويتر  

حمّل المتصفح الأصلي لشركة جوجل الأن و سوف تشعر بالفرق 

This is Copy righted =)
The Designer is Omar Ali (signs as LEO)
PS you should hire him because he is brilliant

Written while listening to : Mohamed Mounir - Eddaya fe geyouby
You should listen too : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sLPqjGcSpI

Cairo, 04:16 PM
June 11th 2011