Is it true that it would take me 50% of the relationship timing to get over it? cause if this is true then some of us are really screwed! If we need over a year and I don't think anybody can last that long in misery.
I have a new theory, think about the first period or the first day in any relationship see how much hope and excitment you had think about the amount of joy u were in take that and multiple it by a 100 then you will get the amount of misery anger and sadness you will be in when you are at the end or at the last day
The problem is that it's the break up it's the I'm over u part it's that I'm gonna be with someone else part that I'm gonna give that person everything I didn't give u part it's that I'm gonna be different with them cause they are different than you
Regardless of that person you probably don't know you will think 1000s of times before u can be happy again you will calculate every thing you did in the relationship and come up with 100s of hypothesis about how you are wrong or he is wrong but at the end it doesn't matter because he have moved on and quickly and he made it formal
This is not sex and city, A because you don't have Carrey's closet and B because u will never date a big cause bigs need a lot of work and a little dignity and you need a lot of work and a lot of dignity
While u hit rock bottom with no makeup touching your face your eyes and lips all swallon from crying for days your throat is dry and u r keeping ur hair as neat as possible so nobody notices at work u will look at yourself and feel lost you will feel worthless and you will tumble between wanting the night to end because u can't sleep and wanting the day to end because u can't socialize or work
U have hurt ppl before and u have been let down before but this one is recent and this means u don't see the future in it u don't see the new u in it and u don't see the new guy in it
Speaking of the new guy, u can't find that one soon and u won't be as fast in trading happiness like your ex -yes he's your ex now- but u can't stop thinking about his possibility
I will give u one tip that u should live by don't make ur life revolve around him because u r the center of your life
